20091230

Hauntings- The Housemate

This story was told by Victor to me passed from several other friends. I believe it is one of the spookiest one can encounter with the undead.
It happened here in Kampar, in Westlake houses, so residents in Westlake, sorry to scare you.
There was this girl who needs her housemate to accompany whenever she needs to washroom in the night, and she lived in the ground floor. Ground floor rooms have their washroom outside of the rooms.
During the exam season last semester, the housemate happened to have finish his exam earlier then her and went back home. Being a habit to her, she forgot he went home and knocked on his door asking him to accompany her. He did appear and did accompany her.
Half way in the washroom she realized the real housemate have went back home and the one standing outside was not him. She was scared out of soul and didn’t know what to do. She told “him” it’s okay and he could go back to his room.
“He” answered her back saying he can wait, and then asked her whether she already know that she already know who he really is. What happened to her after that, I didn’t know.
I put myself in her place and told Victor, if I was her, I would’ve wasted my time until morning before I go out of the washroom.
“Sweat, ghosts don’t need doors stupid!” he answered.

20091219

Hauntings- whispers

This is one of my personal encounters that I find quite disturbing. It happened during my early form six. During my spm break while waiting for my stpm intake after my PLKN I got nothing much to do except loiter,read, and play. My parents didnt really allow me to find a job because they were afraid it may distract me away from study. So with 12 hours of free time daily I got into many stuff.
I was always fascinated with all the supernatural stuff after the certain moment where I had lots of weird encounters. So during my free times I googled for more infos on them and even bought books about them. I began reading all these and was really into it. During these time was also when I was listening to rock metal bands and I was fascinated by their lyrics a lot. One thing most rock bands, cults and cultures have common was Satanism, which I was attracted to most.
I began to get involved deeply into Satanism culture and I was really admiring it. The logos, the cults and all...
After few months of really gotten bad. I began to carve pentagrams every where and without me realizing.... plus I was having so much pleasure doing it. I began to admire blood, watch gore stuff which weren't my favorite at all. But thats not yt scary. For few nights when I go to bed, I hear whispers in my ear. Of an elderly man, but talking in language I dont know but then I seemed to be able to understand him. The whisper was close to my ear, but yet far from me. I couldnt sleep, for few nights as these whispers kept on disturbing me. The voice chanted, and spoke, and was very addictive. It was asking me to come with him.
Somehow after knowing things are getting bad, I avoided all the stuff I was doing. I try to gain control and slowly stopped. And after I thought bout it... wat was it? for those who read supernatural stories and encounters and well aware of satanism may know wat it was.
When all things seem to have stopped, last year the whispers were heard again. This time a little girl, crying and asking for help. She was also talking in a strange language that I seemed to understand. This was only for a night but still as creepy.

20091218

Hauntings- By coincidence?

After request by many many friends I've decided to write my blogs bout all the unnatural things that have happened to me and my friends which some are hard to explain. For the start I am not starting with a ghost story. But my own experience which I cant believe I lived through.
My teenage years when I was 12 to 15 was tough. A mentally abused child. As I can remember we were a happy family, although my dad was strict with me on studies, he loved me dearly and my siblings as well. Mum is no exception. But the death of my beloved uncle have brought lot of problem between my parents. I'm not keen on explaining why. My parents treated us well, but they were enemies to each other. Everyday they fight and quarrel and most times its physical.
Imagine, to see your beloved ones fighting everyday continuously, living in hatred for nearly three years. During their fights, my little siblings keep crying and shouting begging them to stop. They rarely did. I never had a peaceful rest, peaceful dinner, peaceful sleep.
For a kid to take that mush of mental torture everyday, I felt only death was my peace and only way to make them stop. So tried, to commit myself to eternal sleep. I attempted to kill myself in many ways. I've tried rat poisons, Aerosols and bug sprays. The only thing I had was a bad stomachache. They didn't kill me. I didn't know why.
I tried to hang myself, but halfway through fear hit me and I manage to break free. I found pleasure doing mischievous. I found pleasure through pain. Hit myself with hard stuff, stapled myself and cut myself. I even through myself towards a speeding van, flew few meters and landed unscratched, only a small headache. All these as if I couldn't kill myself.
During my 14th Birthday my parents ended up in a quarrel again over who is celebrating it. My siblings crying and I can't find peace even on that special day. So I left. Cycled alone in midnight while they were busy fighting. I saw the cemetery, very peaceful. Nothing was there. I stopped and sat on one of the tomb and cried myself out. Even the moon looked calming that night.
After a while I stood up and cycled back, to my uncles place and told them what happened. My uncle brought me back. My parents seemed to have realized I was missing only by the time I reach there.
But this day changed it all. Ever since then my parents stopped, and only had small quarrels. We were back being the happy family we were. Now I realize, I was kept alive for reason. I was lucky I didn't fade away then. Now, everyday to me is a opportunity to take and live it through. I never feared death, because I've faced it and lived. I want to live until my life fades.
But what saved me those days? Why didn't I end up like many others? Even until now, I've had those experience. I've been street user for a long time and many times I have seen deadly situations coming towards me, but always I manage to dodge and avoid them as a quick reflex. Never once I've met in accidents. I've even drowned but managed to be saved. Help comes in whatever forms whenever I'm in this situations.
How is this possible? Just a coincidence to be able to avoid deadly situations all these years? Why am I so lucky compared to most others? Or is it not luck but destiny? Or am I being protected by someone who walks as my shadow?

20091216

A special wish to a special person

Today you turn 20... congratulations gal... Happy Bday, may you have the best of life. A few month ago, I wanted to make this day memorable to u. Too bad couldn't make it. The things that screwed up the happy moments we had, made me think I should not. Its in the past and I'm still stuck in regret. Moving on but your always in my head. Your special to me. More then the other girls that have shadowed passed me. I dunno why. But its just me. Just how it is you. I see you happy now, and Im very much happy to see that way. Always hope that the smile in your face will last long and forever. Just want to say, although it may seem like I'm avoiding or ignoring you, I am not doing it on purpose. Im sorry. Im not prepared. Im very afraid, To hurt you again. Just want you to know that I am always there for you, just like I was when I spent my first few months with you...

20091102

Rest In Peace...

sorry for the long, long, looooooong lost me... 12 000 hits?? wao... didnt know I had dat much readers... or was it silap tekan? lol....sorry er... I was kinda busy with no PC.... all apologies coz my laptop was stolen 4m my room when I was sleeping... yes, while I was sleeping.... I was damn tired dat day, havent slept for 2 days n juz came back 4m jogging wif mira... 3 am... n I did my presentation slides, watched a movie n b4 I knew it, it was 7am... so I woke Ramesh up, n i went to sit on my bed... sit changed to sleep... next thing I know, I woke up seeing my door was open... I wanted to check d time, so tried to reach for my hp... couldnt find it so I tried pulling d charger cable, only d cable came... no hp! so I searched my whole room n still couldnt find it... then I tried calling d fellow, no line... so I know wat hapened... I wanted to online on msn n ask my for frens to be beware of my number... only to see my table was empty... no notebook... only d cooler was ther! I felt like running around shouting around my room! Navin,Vishnu n Ramesh help me lodge a police report... I called my dad n told him nout it... he was cool... but my mum nagged n shouted as if I asked d thief to rob me... zzzzzz.... Dad got me a really good pc... hehe... thx DAD LUV YA....

Btw... as for a start again, I send my condolence for my fellow uni mates who were victims of drowning.... one of the worst way to die, as I could imagine... I 1st heard the news around 7:40 from my dad, and I read it in the news... turns out one of the victim was a fren of my good fren's gf... the stupidest thing I could do was to greet her with a hellow, even after knowing she grieving over the fren's death... whack me pls... my reflex are always faster then my brain.... The news was hot yesterday morning, with James having fan sites and memorial gathering was held at basketball court last nite... Although I didnt know d victims personally, I joined in, lighted candles for them and sent my prayers...wishing they will find peace... death is a certain in this cycle of life, everyone of us face it... and it reminds the others how precious life is to others. I know it better, facing it more often then you can imagine. Sad that they have come to theirs tragically and more soon than us... but if it is wat it is destined to be, then none could change... thats wat I believe....

The News:

Bodies Of Three UTAR Students Who Drowned At Kampar Waterfall Found

KAMPAR, Nov 2 (Bernama) -- The bodies of three Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) students, who had drowned at the Batu Berangkai Waterfall, here, were found late Sunday night.

Kampar district police chief Supt Abdul Aziz Salleh said the victims in the 5.30pm incident were male students Yew Ghim Chnieh and James Wan Kai Khor, both aged 20 and from Penang, and female student Yew Shy Gin, 21, from Sungai Petani Kedah.

Yew Shy Gin's body was found at 11.10pm, and the other two bodies, at 10.20pm and about midnight.

The first body was found about 300 metres from the spot where they were last seen and the second and third bodies were discovered not far from where the first body was found. All the three bodies were sent to the Kampar District Hospital.

However, another student who was also swept by the strong current, managed to swim to safety.

Abdul Aziz said a search and rescue operation following information received was immediately mounted by the police with the help of a fire and rescue team and villagers.

The incessant rain, the swift current and darkness had hampered the search operation.

A witness, Syed Sarudin Syed Shamsuddin, 41, said the incident happened after heavy rain at the waterfall area.

"My three children and I had sought shelter at a hut on the river bank while the three victims and others continued swimming in the river.

"The water level rose slowly before I heard a loud gush of water pounding on the rocks and saw four people being swept away by the swift current," he recalled.

A villager, Razali Abdullah, 32, said he was nearby at the time but could not help the victims as the current was very swift.

"I heard cries for help and saw three people struggling in the swift-flowing water," he said.

According to Razali, the UTAR students and others seen picnicking there about 3pm were advised by the local residents to go home as the waterfall could be dangerous during the rainy season.

Perak Menteri Besar Datuk Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir and state executive councillor Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon visited the scene of the incident Sunday night.

Dr Mah said the 22-year-old second-year accounting student from Kuala Lumpur who survived the incident only had minor injuries.

The incident happened a week after three primary schoolchildren drowned in the Kampar River when the suspension bridge they were walking on with several other pupils collapsed.

-- BERNAMA

weird, to think of it, that they can go to waterfall during rainy season, and ignore the advice of the locals... haiz... they didnt realise wat was ahead of them and it is too late to regret. I feel sorry for them, and their parents,realtives and friends. And come to think anything can happen anytime to anyone of us.... so let us cherish the life we have now, every second so to never regret when we let our last breath...

20090804

Back home n back here again!

One plus day trip to home juz for fun, n coz dad misses me so much... pretty nuts. Didnt feel like going home at all! But it was a worthwhile trip though. I'm sitting on d train ride back to kampar now, writing this on my microsoft mobileword...I was photoshopping with my notebook juz a while ago but she died from full life to none at all juz within few minutes! WTF? So boredom led me to this... cz I cant fall asleep no matter how hard I try. I took a bus back home on saturday morning. Imagine my surprise when I knew Zhi Wey was going back too... I wished hard for it to be the same ride back, and it was! "happy" Navin sent me off at 11.20 after having breakfast, n z.wey was there a while later. D ride back home was nice... She asked about all d stuff happening to me, n I told her all, didnt hesitate. We chatted, camwhored, slept, listened to music till we reached penang. She was freezing all d way, luckily I brought in my coat (Lucky Coat!) n I let her have it.... but she stained it with twisties... Luckily it was her... On my ride to Butterworth I was surrounded by 3 hot white chicks! Dey were pretty, but super tall! n huge! I accidently (seriously, it wasnt on purpose!) one of them, n she almost (unluckily) fell on me... Once again god shows d world is small... I met ari at butterworth bus station. But couldnt really chat coz I was in a hurry to take a ride back to SP.Sorry man! Back home, I was freakin hungry, N luckily mum made cucur cempedak... my fav! After I watched transformers with D.kay Dad brought to seafood dinner... family time. I tried doing my movie poster after heading back, but ran out of ideas, so went to bed. Woke up pretty late d next day.... n had mum'm mutton curry as breakfast before getting back to designing d movie poster again. But then, I went blank... I was so pissed at myself, I rolled on d floor till I fell asleep... woke up still pissed, so I needed a cure. SHOPPING! Called D.Kay n Cousin Shamini n My stupid sis along, but then they both went "If she goes I go." so I said, U both no need go, I go... So off I went to village mall with D.kay which happens to have a PC fair, knowing Im loaded dz month... (Jia Ling was at PC fair too in Kay Hell! N both of us actually bought d same type of stuff!hw cute!) I bought a 500 gb HD n a 2 gb Pendrive, burning RM 320 in my pocket, plus a dress n a present for my WASTE-BRO'S-CASH siblings adding another RM 100. I juz realised my HD was china made! damn! better keep d old one as backup... cant trust china mades! As soon as I went back, I packed up n had a light dinner. Dad drove me to butterworth at 7.30pm. On d way he told me he was planning on to build a family bungalow which was to start this year or next. We will meet up with the architect during my sem break... I am freakin happy! Cant wait for the sem to end... but then when it does, I cant see Jia Ling d. T.T She is on d way back to kampar now too... wish her a safe journey back. Z.Wey will be back 2mr... she was attending her father's prayers. I'm sorry I couldnt confide u sooner, Im also sorry I couldnt spend more time with u dz sem, most of all I am terribly sorry I forgot ur bday! I cant believe I did! I duno how!SORRY! Feel so guilty! AAARGH... Must've been coz I lost my hp earlier... N PLEASE STOP reminding me bout dat coz I feel like an asshole everytime U do!I promise I wont forget next year... Forgive me K! I knw u will coz u sayang me... WAIT! I dun recall u wishing mine last year!Did u? Ouch.... typing in keypad is freaking tiring... n d guy seated few seats next to me is freakin stiff! hahaha....

20090729

All this voices inside my head!

Do you know when yesterday when I was having dinner with Ramesh and happen to meet you I was actually talking about how much I love you and how confused I am not to know what to do?... May be showing you was god's way for asking me not to give up yet...Although many times you're asking me to forget you, many times you're asking me to not to love you, many times you have told me you don't love me and your feeling could never change, I cant stop but to believe in all the little voices in my head. Though sad, sometimes I feel like I should, but I couldn't let go. My heart is asking me to keep loving you, and I will do so. I have decided. Its too soon to give up. Not Yet Dar Ling. I am trying to keep myself away and think, and decide for the few days to come, on what I should do... so forgive me if I couldn't be with you as I did before. But trust me, I will be back with the same love I have for you... Although u don't love me, that doesn't matter.... I will keep loving you. Although I had let go the few others for you, I haven't regret it... You know why? Cause I believe you are the one and not them. Cause my heart tells me that one day you will change your mind... all I have to do is keep loving you until you do... all I have to do is wait for that day...
Why do I love you so much? I don't know... I just want to hear your voice, feel your touch and look into your eyes as long as I could...
Why am I so stubborn? It might be because the little hopes you gave me made me believe there is and will be a chance for me to be with you...
Why cant I stop? I don't know... I seriously don't!
I may sound like an idiot. I may sound annoying... I may have upset you now and many times before... I am so sorry my dear...
If there is one thing Kamina had taught me is to Never give up... To Hold the Blazing Sun and to Open A pathway for my dreams I can walk upon... He is rght... nothing is impossible... so is me and you being together... Hopefully one day, we will be holding hands and laugh at this, hopefully it does happen... I know it will. I believe in myself... although its gonna be a painful process for me, I wont give up. Because I love you... and only you. It doesn't matter if u read this or not, because I know by now you already know how I feel towards you... I just want to wait until you to feel the same for me... Which I believe will happen by time...